Mum this weekend was tough without you...

I was waiting for you to come through the front door with a dessert or salad for our annual easter family lunch, like you always did.
But as difficult as it's been since December you have continued to shown me that you haven't gone far. I sense you around the house and feel your presence near to me most of the time. I'm glad I can talk to you in my mind knowing that the signs you continue to send me are to guide me down here and help me make a better life for myself.
I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH!!! I feel I can take on any life challenge now more than before, just knowing that you are watching out for me from heaven.

I went to your church on Resurrection Sunday, you'll be happy to know, and I could hear you singing the word of your Lord God right next to me. I felt your hand on my left shoulder during one of the songs when I was crying. I was crying only because of the love I felt from you.
Thank you for the "Jehovah Jireh" sign that morning. It was so overwhelming when pastor Thamo mentioned it later that same morning. I was left speechless and full of tears!

The past public holiday I entered my dancers into a lovely dance competition, Dance to be Wild. I must tell you I missed your phone call after the comp, when you would always call me to ask how the girls did? They all did so well mum... It's the little things that you did that I miss the most and the biggest things that hurt the most without a doubt!

Mum please look after Melanie. Check in with her from time to time. She really needs you and misses you terribly. As for me, I will continue to make you happy and keep the promises I made you at your death bed. I will make you proud and promise to get closer to God so that I can be closer to you. I love you and continue to miss you every day... Have fun up there mum. And I'll see you soon xx xx xx xx xx
Your son Jonty X